Forever Ain't Enough: A Street Love Tale by Nikki Simms

Author:Nikki Simms [Simms, Nikki]
Language: eng
Format: epub
Publisher: Shan Presents, LLC
Published: 2015-11-28T05:00:00+00:00

CHAPTER 21

MAJOR

“Daddy… can we go to the jungle gym next?”

“Whatever you want princess.”

“Yayyyyy!” My daughter screamed, running around the park. Today was daddy and daughter’s day. Every Friday, I would go pick up my baby girl and spend the entire day with her. Whatever she wanted to do, I was all for it. Even when she wanted to get a manicure and shit, and begged me to get one with her, I would. Most niggas wouldn’t even think about getting their nails painted too afraid of how it may persuade their image. I was down for whatever as long as it put a smile on my baby’s face. Paint could easily be removed. That was what they were forgetting, but time can’t. “Watch this daddy!” She screamed, sliding down the slide backwards.

“I see you princess, but take it easy, aite. Daddy, don’t want you to get hurt.” I smiled, watching her brush off her clothes. Time like that, I enjoyed the most. Seeing Malaya happy was what made me happy. I would do anything to put a smile on her face. There wasn’t a thing I wouldn’t do for Malaya. I know I was not in her life the way I should have been, but my daughter knew that I loved her. I might not be there every morning when she wakes up, but I’m there every night to tuck her in and say goodnight. I loved my daughter with all my heart. Nothing meant more to me than her… not even Rema.

The love I have for my child and the love I share with Rema are to different feelings. I love Rema with all my heart, but I love my daughter more. I’m not one of those deadbeat daddies that is so sprung off a woman that they’ll abandon their kids. No amount of love a man have for a woman should amount to the love he has for his children. I grew up without a father, so I knew what it felt like to not have one. The day Malaya was born, I promised her that, as long as I have breath in my body, I’mma always be in her life. I might not know who my daddy was, but she would.

I hate that I’m living a double life. That shit is mad stressing. I hate that I’m lying to Rema. I hate that I’m keeping my daughter in the dark. I hate to feel like I have to choose between the women I love the most. I hate that I don’t know what to do, and most of all, I hate that I cheated on my lady. If I would’ve kept my dick in my pants, then I wouldn’t be hating life as bad as I do now. As I looked at my daughter having the time of her life, without a care in the world, I couldn’t help but to smile. She was truly a blessing. A blessing that was made out of lust. Lust for a woman I couldn’t control.

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